“I hope,I think, I know” -Oasis-
No no no
I’m not always tough
I don’t always smile all the time
I’m not always this typical happy go lucky running around free
There’s many dark moments in my life
Many buttons I must swallow, too bitterly
But here I am, and life goes on
These roller coaster rides
Spare me those lowest swirls, what’s new?
Cos when it’s jolted up, I’m flying..
That’s the beauty
Many times I wish I could scream my lungs out to the world I live in
Yet, it’s too beautiful in the end, for whatever
Oh God, the joyrides..
How can it ever gets old?
And these miseries..
How can I avoid to feel lucky?
Magic always rise at the most perfect time
I believe in the odd of the infinite miracles awaits for me
So here I am God, on Your knees
Dragging myself to stay steady
Indeed it’s a struggle
but I’m ready
Thank You God
I Love You
There are days when all feels nothing
That all you want to do is just run sprinting, skip it as far behind
Even to breathe is just choking to your lung
We all knows how terrifying those days are
“The nightmares are in our brains”
Then there are days that gets so sweet
Too sweet that you sure it’s gonna be a part of an evil scheme
But it’s not
It’s just that, sweet
We often amazed by how funny days could be, each day
One day you’re on the top of the world
And the other, just plainly sucks
To me, those goods and bad is just part of my own creation
Creation of the mind I say
I can sit around all day feeling unworthy,
or I can still sit around and start piling the worth of it all
Even to the most sucks part of my life
When I’m sure there’s gonna be a real hard lesson that I could take
And that’s gonna be rainbow after the rain
Then I could, dance..and feels most sexy in the rain!
Live it up! Embrace all those days! It’s ours to make 😉